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baD daii.

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 23:48:23 GMT

wOw today was sucha a horrible day and i dont know why. like i tryed to have like fun and be happy but it just wasnt cutting it today i wanted to cry and i dont even know why. (noo its not my time of the month either) lol. omgosh 4th hour this girl was really annoying and i wanted to just kill her because i was just not in the mood for her today and i honestly can't stand her . aja knows who. and then i got in a even worse mood when i found something else. ugh ugh the day kept getting worse and worse and then i had to walk home in the rain because my mom decided it was cute to not pick me up so that was another good moment of the day. also i planned on going out on saturday because i have competition all weekend and i just found out now i have to go to dance pratice in the middle of the day. I NEVER GET A BREAK. friday jade and i are going job searching though haha. fun stuff. wudever im so sick of everythign and everyone. im always fighting w. someone over something so stupid( not always girls) usually not. G.G i can not stand nemore, im kinda glad that im going to west boca because i need to get away from a few people. ouuuu haleigh might go doubtful but if she did that be sooooo fun ahh i miss her hehe.

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 05:19:31 GMT

wOw i never ever use this thing. been a long time lots to catch up on. well today was easter and it was pretty goood. i got one of those brookstone pillows that are really squisy and stuff. i love it! tehe. this weekend went by soo fast. last night hung out with abby and emily. aw i miss the old days. we watched cheaper by the dozen at abbys house. i also hung out with lindz this weekend and we saw the girl next door. very funny yet a lil sexual but wuddever. oh yeah me nikki sam n lauren always all hung out this weekend and went to dinner at fridays and got free desert haha im so glad were back love u grls. i went to the beach this weekend but it was really gross and boring so i left. plus there were these big black flies all over the beach and they were really annoying haha everyone was flipping out it was kinda funny. but yeah i need my sleep im gonna try to start updating this thing again. love you! karlee

weekend

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 03:33:19 GMT

well this weekend was pretty fun. jade and i hung out all weekend and havent fought in like 2 weeks! its awesome. new record haha. this weekend was abbys birthday on friday and we went to fridays and coldstones and had fun and then back to her house on the trampoline with everyone making fun of me because i was hoping on one leg haha. saturday i went to performers edge with jade and got stuff for dance and then later nick jamie walter and jamies nephew justin came over to jades and we all hung out. and then today i went to the beach with jade and met nick and walter there. ugh though im not in a good mood now though because ive been hearing stuff that i dont want to and its making me mad! GRR! wudddever. im getting my MRI tommarow and hopefully everything will gO good and nothing will have to happen after it. but im gonna go finsih watching the grammys xO.

helOo

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 23:50:25 GMT

tOdaii was nice and relaxing.. did all my work todaii. trying to bring up all my grades *hint to everyone- dOnt miss schoOl. im like failing all my classes. lets see i gOt a 40% on my math pop quiz. that made me mad. hmmm.. nothing really happened todaii. today was college daii so everyone was nice and spirited in their favorite college shirts and stuff. i was in michigan!! oh yeah. i like iu to but my brother wouldnt let me where his shirt. wudddever. ahh abbys birthday is on friday. happy early birthday abigail! well i came home from dance early because i didnt feel good so im going to go lay down. bye bye

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 00:53:17 GMT

hellOo. wOw todaii was sucha a awesome day. first i was totally in thee best mood and was being nice to everyone. someone actually is a like "hey you seem like a really nice person...like your nice to everyone" im like wow thanks your nice too. hehe it was cool. then all day blah blah it was a half day the best.. we were waiting at the bus loop. (steph g, abby and i) and latrice comes by and her and i are arguing and shes threatings to poor her choctable milk on me and i pushed it and all the sudden we look at abby and there is chocatle milk drippin down her face. it was the funniest thing i thought i was gonna pee in my pants haha. anyway after that jackie lauren and i walk to hell hole . aka . wendys. were it was infested with little ants that i felt like squasshing haha aka. middle schoolers. man i cant believe i was one of them last year. there soooo annoying. anyways in order to get into wendys the cop had to like let you in . it was crazyness!!

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 20:47:46 GMT

HEY JUST GOT HOME FROM SCHOOL AND HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE. THIS WHOLE WEEKEND I WAS WITH JADE . THIS IS LIEK THE FIRST TIME I HAVE BEEN HOME IN 2 DAYS LOL. FRIDAY NIGHT NIKKI STEPH AND I ALL WENT TO MIKE S. HOUSE AND HUNG OUT AND WATCHED CABIN FEVER. IT WAS REALLY GOOD, BUT SCARY KIND OF. WHATS THAT GUN USED FOR HAHA"THATS USED FOR.." OH GEEZ. WELL AFTERWORDS STEPHANIE G SLEPT OVER AND IN THE MORING I HAD DANCE SO i DROPPED OF STEPH AND WENT TO DANCE FROM 12 30 TO 3 30 . ( * I DROVE * ) TEHE. ANYWAY THEN I SLEPT AT JADES HOUSE WITH COLA AND JADE AND I WENT TO THE BEACH IN THE MORING AND MET UP WITH NIKKI!! IT WAS FUN. WE WENT SKATEBOARDING WITH JADES BOARDS AND SAY EJ,KORI,AND MATT H . WHO WE HAVENT SEEN IN A LONNG TIME. (RIVER KIDS) ANWAYS MY DAD PICKED US UP AND WE WENT TO ISLAND WERE I GOT 2 SHIRTS AND A LONGBOARD WITH MY BIRTHDAY/CHRISTMAS MONEY THAT IVE BEEN SAVING UP. JADE GOT THE SAME SHIRT AS ME IN DIFFERNT COLORS. IT SAYS "SHAKA" AFTERWORDS JADE AND I WENT BACK TO HER HOUSE WERE WE FOUND RACHEL WHO BROKE INTO JADES HOUSE HAHA BECAUSE SHE GOT IN A FIGHT WITH THE FAM. WE HAD FUN . I SLEPT THERE AND THEN WENT TO SCHOOL. ALL IN ALL. NICEEEEEEEE WEEKEND.

Thu, 22 Jan 2004 04:02:14 GMT

hmm im sO itching!! i was at the tanning salon again today for the 4th time in 4 days! i went with jade tOday and it went pretty well right after her mom took me to dance and then was pretty good. im suppose to be study for spanissh but i forgot my spanish binder = ( I NEED TO GET ORGANZIED i got the worst reports. 2 fs 2ds and a b. weight training and geography i didnt get a grade fOr.

15 things i wanna dO before..

1. get another piercing
2. go on a huge summer road trip
3. get a platnium
4. publish a poem
5. donate a lot of money to a ill girl or boy.
6. help someone who really needs it a lot.
7. go to hawaii
8. pet a shark
9. get straight A's
10. overcome my fear of darkness
11. invent something
12. go in a hot air ballon
13. find someone perfect for me
14. be on t.v.
15. do something daring bungee jump or jump out of a plane

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 20:50:18 GMT

me and jade are looking this up and while we were.. i was taking a quiz

One Kiss From You--You are a dreamer. You daydream
about cute boys all day and at night you stay
up writing in your diary. You like romantic
comedies. You're shy, but you will be the
luckiest when it comes to finding the right
guy.

What Britney Spears song are you?
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Sun, 18 Jan 2004 20:07:17 GMT

hey!! just gOt back from the tanning salon! it waas sOOO cOOl! abby and i were really scared in the beginning and then i was like igghty this is cOol but abby was still scared and was afraid to close the bed alll the wayy . aww. i got out first and was sOO red. but then it went down and im liek tannish now. jade gOt tan as well but gOt tan lines under her eyes frOm the eye wear. abby gOt tan but mOre on her legs and stuff. it was sO funn! were gOing back tOmmarow tOO!! we gOt this thing that we can gO everyday up till sunday fOr free! nicee. well i gOtta gO shower then i have to gO to a barbecue at my cousins unfornatelly. and thennn... i dunno i gOtta talk to jade abOut plans. Oh yeah and i went driving with my dad tOday!! i toOk my grandmas cOnvertable buggy out lOl. we went aLl the waiii back to the very back were douglas is in PARKLAND. it was funn. ive gOtten pretty gOOd. i also drove it back to my grandmas house by 411 and yamato with abby and jade. all in all. GOOD DAY

ah!!

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 04:17:42 GMT

last update: wOah i hada update. jade abby and i are gOing to the tanning salon tOmarrow!. im totally stoked! ive never been tO one befOre and my mom finally said i could!! NICEE!! hOpe it all gOes gOOD!! gOod night everyone

edited- me jade and ABBY

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 04:06:30 GMT

last one being posted..
Your the perfect friend,your tight with your
friends but not possesive.You and your best
buds can still handle being apart though you
really enjoy each others company. No matter
what their always there for you and your always
there for them.................Please rate my
quiz

Are you a good friend???
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Sun, 18 Jan 2004 04:02:28 GMT

aww i like this one better..

Protector

The ULTIMATE personality test
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Sun, 18 Jan 2004 03:56:42 GMT

taking quizzes because im bored

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p

What kind of kiss are you?
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Sat, 17 Jan 2004 22:43:30 GMT

ugh.. i havent done anything in the past 2 days now. im so bored. i might go to the mall with emily and abby if they dont go to some party so that would be pretty cool but they dont know if there gOing yet. all i know if i stay in this house and long im going to gO insane.yumm my mom just mad me jose oles though. so that was gOod. Her and I arent fighting anymore. lets see how long this last for.. but anyway. whats up with this whole everyone going to orlando thing? hmm.. i dunno im gonna dO try to find soemthign to do though .

<3 karlee

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 20:11:42 GMT

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 17:06:30 GMT

WOW I THINK IM STILL GROUNDED FROM LAST NIGHT INCIDENT BUT I DONT CARE IM GETTING OUT OF THIS HOUSE I CANT STAND BEING IN THIS HOUSE FOR MORE THAN 24HRS. MY FAMILY ALL NOT HOME SO THEY WOULDNT KNOW IF I LEFT ANYWAIIZ IVE BEEN IN MY ROOM ALL DAYY. WELL THERE NOTHING ELSE GOING ON. I DONT REALLY LIKE MY NEW HAIR CUT NOW = / UGH..

LiFe.*

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 01:11:00 GMT

i wrOte a pOem b.c i feel better when im really upset and i put it into words.

im sick of trying to care when nothign is there
nothing to be here fOr nothing to love.
i wish someone could help me just give me a shove
towards the right direction i need to gO
is there something to live for i just needa knOw
help me stand proud and strong as well
i never taught my self to smile as you can prolly tell

i cant take this place and everything that is around it. parents only know those two words "your grounded."
i dont know if they try to make me cry to see how far they can gO.
well its works i hOpe that they know.
i hope they know what kinda battle i have to gO threw.
i hOpe they know that its because of them tOo.
i hafta live life like this.
iLl never fOllow in there fkin foot prints

well as you may seem im having a really tuff night and my plans with haleigh got cancelled. i cant take my mother at times. we had the best day together and it all had to go down this. its really upsetting that we always have to get into a arguement. you probably thinking aw wow i always argue with my parents...but before you say that you should actually see how my mom and i get. we fight and fight and till i think that im physical sick and have to go in my room and lay down until my head stops spinning and i dont feel like im going to faint... life sucks sometimes

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 22:28:33 GMT

heyyy... im in sucha a goood mood today. i went to school and 1st hr was okay took a test but it wasnt tooo hard.. 3rd hour was soo funny read my lines with cola and hung out with amanda and rachel HAHA rachels got my back ahh i love you two! and then 5th hour was okay. welll i left during lunch because i had a orthodontics appt and i hate my freakin orthodontic so much he pisses me off. he always telling me to freakin smile!!! ugh. yeah so i got yelled at b.c my mom said i was being mean to him haha. but then me and mi madre went to the salon and i got a pedicure because my mom said i have ugly feet from dance. so im like iight wuddever. and then i got my hurr cut! ahhh its sO short again!! i was skeptical to cut it because i didnt know if i want to grow my hair out or not but i like it. and now i godda figure out my plans tonite w. haleigh . update later

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 03:50:52 GMT

uGh todaii i went to dance and it was alright and whatever but i was suppose to go home and do my homework but i dont want too = / GRR I HATE SCHOOL, and my mom is getting me a math tutor!

tOdaii

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 21:45:02 GMT

wow i finally gOt a journal that i actually lyke.. hopefully i stick to this one.. but newaii tOday was nOt a very gOod day. weLl last night first of all i tryed doing my solo dance fOr my dance studio and my ankle was killing me i sat and did turns and turns and turns for a hour straight until finally gOt it down. i was sO mad about all this that this had to freakin stay this way. that i can't dance right anymore. that everything i do hurts. everything i love to do. dance. surf. even walking starts to hurt! ugh but after all that today i gOt my report card back and i gOt a 2.7 and i was really upset tOo.. i mean last yr i was getting 4.0 easy these year its sO hard to concentrate and dO well on things. i wish school wouldnt be sO hard!! it seems like even if i try to do well in school i fail at trying. but whatever im gOing to try even harder this quarter and see what happens. = / bye bye gotta go to dance.